WHY it like this??

Tear drops...~

Means a lot to me..

i used to release tear without proper reason...

But now, i can for a reason..

It not because of you but because all of you...~~~

Saying that you all dun mind...

But in heart is leaving me one by one...

WHAT can i do??

Beg to stay or change...

there were once one told me: Stay who you are..Friend like the real you..

but seem my freind want the fake me..
Lying to them i'm not??

Crying...

Used to it..

No more meaning..

Die can settle everything..

No worries and can sleep forever...

Emo a bit and word start to spread...

I will never be perfect for you all..

i can turn back to what i used to be but will i happy???

If you all wished to see me in my old form..~~

Tell me..i'll CHANGE!!

Do not leave me..

i'm afraid of alone....

T_T

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Failed my account test today~~

Add on a reason for me to be SAD..

Life been always hard for me but i never expect it to be so hard..

Walking alone in a Dark path..~~

No one concern..

Walking in a rainy day is not so difficult than walking alone..

In rainy day, there are friend to take the umbrella for u...

Helping you..

But its gone...

Using smile to cover sadness...

Keep nag people to feel better...

But it makes other hate me...

I'm sorry friends...

the only way now i can happy is but interacting with u all...

For my coursemate that i have offended..

i'm sorry...

i making u all angry to build my happiness...

Sorry..

>.<

I'm ending here..

Hope i'm the only guy that use this way to make himself happy...

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EMO Steven..